here I am. I am nobody. I stand here with a gray heart. A gray mind. A gray soul. i constantly think ‘is this my life’ ‘is this my world’ ‘are these my people’ as I walk down all the same roads. I am so tired but what else can I think or do.
here I am. I am nobody. I stand here with a gray heart. A gray mind. A gray soul. i constantly think ‘is this my life’ ‘is this my world’ ‘are these my people’ as I walk down all the same roads. I am so tired but what else can I think or do.
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From Shaun Tan’s book ‘The Red Tree’: “sometimes the day begins with nothing to look forward…..darkness overcomes you….the world is a deaf machine……sometimes you just don’t know what you are supposed to do or who you are meant to be….and the day seems to end the way it began but suddenly there it is right in front of you bright and vivid quietly waiting just as you imagined it would be”
It is a wonderful understanding book. Be patient.
The human experience allows one choices; and to be alone is one of them. To be lonely, to have no kindred spirits, is also a choice, not a condition. Reading captures and enriches spirit, and the home of all the spirits is your library. So go find, go read, go share, go live a life anew.
Your writing is moving and it rings true.
Like Rachel, I can relate your text to the message in ‘The Red Tree’. I remember reading that book (in a museum of all places) on a grey day.
Suddenly, things can clear and sunshine will return to your soul. Your greyness will not be a full stop.
You need to read Rhonda Byrne’s The Secret.
We are all SOMEBODY. We are who we think we are . Whether we think we are a good person or a bad person. Think positive. Be positive. You can do it.